Sunday, September 26, 2010

Blogging ...

I've debated over and over on how to handle my blog updates. Having "time" is so different now. It's not a "bad different" it's just different. My exhaustion only comes at night. For the most part I'm having a blast running around with my munchkins. Waking up, eating breakfast, taking baths, getting dressed, off to school, learning with Maxwell, running errands, Maxwell taking a nap, eating lunch, playing, picking up Anita, more appointments, homework, learning, playing, eating dinner, settling down, greeting Daddy from work, reading a book, watching a movie, brushing our teeth, taking care of our hair, chatting, playing , packing lunches, packing snacks, and loving one another! The smiles and laughter continue. As we tuck them in, switch off the lights and lay with them till their breaths get heavy ... we tip toe out and we sigh as the day has been accomplished and we get to kiss them good night! It's a wonderful sigh, it's a peaceful sigh, it makes me smile. As I get myself ready for bed and I settle on the couch with the pups ... I pull open my laptop. I log on, read a few emails, scroll through Facebook, reply to what I can and then it suddenly happens ... my eyes shut. They are HEAVY, like weights. I want to write. I want to blog, I need to blog but my eyes just won't stay open. LOL. Adam looks at me and sweetly says "Hon, why don't you go to bed?"
So, I have decided, I'll write when I can and it may be random. But I need to write. I need to share. I want the children to have memories to look back on one day. If I don't log them, it will all just fly by ... Bare with me ... our adoption journey continues!