Ugh ... aching heart.

I pray and ask others to pray for smoothness in regard to our paperwork for the adoption. Snags are appearing b/c some extra precautions are suddenly being implemented by Ghana. Extra time constraints but we all know it's for the benefit of all adopted children.
Our facilitator is not sure court will take place tomorrow b/c the judges are returning from recess and there may not be many "sittings" tomorrow. Either way, he is going to court and will be trying on our behalf. I truly believe God has his timing - I simply pray our court will take place should it be His will.
For one of the few times in this process ... I can honestly say my stomach is in knots but there is not much I can do. I have a tear welling and my heart is starting to break. I have to know God is shadowing us closely. I pray for His calmness and my heart to be content. I always tend to hear "trust me my child" ... "I am God, I know that's why my heart is calm so many of the times."
Although some things can never be expected and although I "knew" the road would be rough ... it doesn't change the feelings that arise. I thank God and so many family and friends for helping us get through this.